It seems like forever since I wrote an entry. It is February after all. Happy Month of Love! Well. I don’t think it’s so lovely. But some due, and in turn I will wish you love birds all the best this month. I on the otherhand, am hopeless and will someday find someone? No sé. Everything seems quite hopeless. Anyways. I have been practicing lately, for once. Not as much as I had planned, but more than last year. It is taking some getting used to, I must say. You know? Forcing myself to do it. But sometimes I just walk over to the stand and play. That feels good. But, I will get in the habit soon. I AM improving. So, I know it’s working. I just have to get in the habit. In other news… I am reading “Musicophilia.” It is really excellent insight on all sorts of musical conditions having to do with the brain. I recommend it greatly. Yeah. In general, I am trying to relax about stuff and I what I WANT to do, as opposed to what everyone else wants me to do. That is really hard sometimes, and I’ve had a lot going on lately, but it’s slightly working? Yeah. Also, I might be getting a new instrument over the summer, hopefully. See, I had some money for summer activities but I think I want it to go towards a new viola. My instrument isn’t doing enough for me. Anyways. Not much else here. Just life going on…. I will update if something exciting happens.

Marijke